February 2012
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I’m moodswinging a lot ugh it’s so annoying. I hope I switch back to happy/normal by tomorrow haha I feel better now though. Still a bit cranky but better. Why do I have to be a girl damnit my moods never changed so drastically before! Go to hell. I should do my chem tutorial then study for physics yes I should.
I am depressed ugh so many emotions I wanna stop feeling altogether. Today’s such a messed up day first I wanna punch something then I wanna cry. All I know is that I can’t study. I really wonder if it’s really the time of the month thing that’s making me feel this way. If it is then go to hell I hate being a girl. I need a hug. A real one. A nice long one. But I have no...
FUCK. YOU. I HATE THIS. I NEED TO REWIND MY LIFE AND RECTIFY ALL THE FUCKING MISTAKES I MADE. ESPECIALLY THIS ONE.
Super bad mood now ugh I wanna punch something. But I’m not exactly the smartest person I’d probably end up screaming my lungs out. Definitely not in the mood to lose my voice. Or to even open my mouth for that matter. This is calling DMS (during-menstrual stress) idk why I never PMS. Maybe it’s a happy PMS. Yeah I have a feeling it is because I’ve been in a good mood for...
“Sometimes you climb out of bed in the morning and you think, I’m not going to...”
– Charles Bukowski (via thresca)
Zayn's high notes = eargasm
